My World Experience

  Today was mixed. We had a "fiesta" in Spanish, which is what happens when we order pizza and soda for ourselves (we never get Mexican food...weird). So that's always fun. But there was so much other stuff!

  My friend Jordyn zapped Adam, who I like, and she knows that I like him. For those of you who don't know what the heck a zap is... First, someone writes a time on the back of your hand. Then, on your palm, they write a name of a person and what you have to do to them (usually a hug, or you have to ask them out or something). If you look at the zap before the time written on your hand, you have to fulfill the zap. If you wait till after the time, you don't have to do it.

 But so Jordyn zapped Adam. And, being the lovely--sarcasm--friend she is, she wrote that he had to give me a hug. Adam looked at the zap. Adam gave me a hug.

 None of that sounds at all horrible, right? Well, it's complicated. My other friend, Ce'Nedra (her parents named her after a character in a sci-fi book), also likes Adam. And Adam kind of likes her, but he likes me more. But Ce'Nedra doesn't know that he likes me. And I'm not going to ruin her moment by telling her, because then I'd be a horrible person and an even worse friend!

  So it's complicated.

  Then the other guy I like (yes, I like more than one guy) was crying in English. And I was like, oh, no. Sometimes he gets really upset about stuff and I don't know why, but I always get super worried. Fortunately (or maybe unfortunately), today I found out what was wrong.

  It happened during lunch. Zach (that's his name) was sitting at a table with Alexi, who I heard it from, and Jacob Marshall, who is the problem. What happened was Jacob kept talking about a bunch of girls in this really lewd and horrible way, and Zach got so mad. He was all, "Shut the heck up, Jacob!" but Jacob wouldn't stop. So Zach was really, really upset.

  Because some of the girls Jacob had been talking about were my friend Eleanor and I.

  I feel so violated. This kind of thing has never happened to me before, and it sounds kind of dumb, but I can't believe someone would do that. Someone I thought was my friend. After I found out, I couldn't think straight. My mind kept going back to that. I'm OK now, but I totally had a world experience today, and I don't like it AT ALL.

Introduction

  This is my experimental blog. So please don't judge my errors, mistakes, non-qualifications, or any other shortcomings (i.e. that sentence). I've never had a blog before because I was never sure what I would even make a blog about. Finally, I decided to make it a free for all. You don't get much of those anymore and it's not like I have one and one only passion, which is what my wise English teacher said we should blog about. I guess that I'm the exception to the rule...

  Anyway, I suppose I'll use this blog to share my ideas and feelings and thoughts, just like any other blogger does. But I want this to be a little bit different and that's going to be tricky because I hardly ever look at blogs! Obviously, I have a dilemma, right?